''Life is sink or swim.
Love is blinding, no surviving.

I don't know what I want to be yet.
But I can show that I need to see this.
No time for lies and empty fights.
I'm on your side.

Can we live a life of peace and happiness?
I don't think so.

No denying I am scared to lose the things I love.
I'm in control.

This is how, this is how it's going to end.

I used to love... I swear I used to love you.''

the most wishful though I have ever had.

I wish you will find someone to make you as happy as you made me feel.

Thank you god  or whoever you may be... but thank you for the life you gave me!  

Thank you friends for not forgetting me after such a long time.

Thank you new people I met for showing me love.

Thank you for loving me, caring me, teaching me to love and helping me grow. And also thank you for leaving me, hurting me and making me The One I am now. 

Love you all.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QAx7G84y1OI&ob=av2e

source: deviantart

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3PFsFwbj5U

Anytime, anyway, 
You're my playground love.

I still love you...
I just don't know what you are to me now 
What I know
is that.. 
I don't miss you 
I miss the person I though I knew.


I just wish I could wake up next to you again as if you have never left.

'have you ever sat there and wonder why I am still here?
I don't even want to be here. I have never wanted to be here for so long this way. What's keeping me here? Why do we sit around and break each other hearts tonight? Still, I have no broken feelings. There is just something in me that's missing.'
some time ago..
'....but then I realized I was holding to something that didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change as well. And we could wish all they long that they didn't, but they always will.'
31 august 2011


Now...regrets and mistakes, they are all memories made.
Moving on is not about never looking back. It is taking a glance at yesterday seeing how much you have grown since then.

Every time I read our old conversations I realize how closed we used to be.